Menjaga Hati

masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
cinta tak di sini lagi
kau telah berpaling

biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
kau menjaga, aku takkan jauh

sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meski ku lihat kini
kau di seberang sana

andai akhirnya
kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri
menjaga hati

sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Cerita di suatu hari...

Seorang lelaki menghampiri saya (D) semasa saya tekun menyiapkan report..kita nama kan lelaki itu sebagai M.. Waktu yang sama ada dua orang gadis yang bersama saya menyiapkan report yang perlu disubmit by today...2 orang gadis itu kita namakan A dan seorang lg B..A ni agak lawa orangnya....tp kurus sedikit...si B ni agak berisi skit kalau dicomparekan dengan si A ni..tp B ni tak kurang gak cute nya...saya suka mata si B ni...cantik kala dia memakai eye shadow...

M : Korang kul bape pulang ?
D : After maghrib pulang ar...
M: Sapa hantar A ?
D : Nape ?
M: Biar ler saya hantar A pulang...

Saya tersenyum kambing...(emmm agaknya macam mana kambing senyum eh..)....aghhh lelaki ini...

D : Plan nak hantar dia orang g LRT...
M : Takpe ar..biar saya hantar A pulang...
D : Erkkk...kalau nak hantar A pulang perlu hantar B skali...
M : Alah...nak hantar A jer...B tu awak tolong ler hantar g lrt...

Terkedu saya saat itu..lelaki itu..dimana warasnya...A n B...kedua2 nya kawan kami...kenapa perlu dibeza-bezakan...sy mengenali lelaki itu..dia mmg begitu..maybe dia bergurau...

D : Apa salahnya hantar kedua2 nya..alang2 nak hantar...hantar ler dua2...

M seolah berfikir....semoga lembut hatinya...

M : Alah..B ni selalu kacau daun..nak hantar A jer..umah B kat mana?
D : Dekat jer umah dia orang tu..
M : Nak hantar A jer..tak nak hantar B..kacau daun btul ler B ni...malas ar nak hantar...

M terus berlalu...saya terkedu...sangat terkedu...M tidak pernah berubah...skali dia begitu saya boleh anggap dia bergurau..dan kalau berkali2 begitu....itu kah diri dia yang sebenar..kenapa perlu dipilih kawan untuk dibantu...ada gak orang cam gini rupanya..

Bila saya ceritakan pada H bulat matanya..nampak sangat dia menyampah pada M..

H : Macam ler B tu terhegeh2 sgt nak M hantar dia pulang..kalau B tau..dia pun tak ingin M hantar dia pulang....

Conclusion nya...anda pikir ler sendiri...ada hati..ada akal..fikir n rasa sendiri...

Diyana makin jahat...out of control...hapuskan diyana...

I love my job but i need space to hide away for a while ...penat.. depresss... sleepy... saya mau pulang..dah 2 hari kat KJ ni..nga tak mandinya..tak tidonya...tp saya masih bertahan....

Apa2 pun saya mau pulang.....

otomen..a day dreamer...still can't find what i'm good at...i'm just a mere mediocre dreaming one day i could change my life...Insya Allah..but everytime i pin down what i think i want it slips away...hahahaha..but i hate it...

F.R.I.E.N.D

I'm always complaining about them, but I'm really so lucky to have any!
And whatever they do, EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES!
Friends are friends,
I love all of them :)

Luv,
Otomen

POWER TRIP DAY

power trip lagi..elok jer kul 5.30 pm phone tak stop bunyi...

' diyana..u buat apa kat server kita orang..tak ble access ler '

'diyana..ada masalah network ke...tak ble telnet ar server..'

' diyana..tolong check..tak ble up ler db SFA ..'

ayat2 user before depa tau ada power trip...call boss...inform dia..boss suh loud speaker phone..

' semua kena g KJ..check server masing2...diyana..shad...fiza...pali pun kena g..faiz check VM Ware...suh amir g jugak utk check HP...bla..bla..bla...'

Seorang penyair menyatakan:

Rakuslah terhadap segala keutamaan
dan berusahalah meraihnya.
Jauhilah orang yang sering menyalahkan
atau selalu dengki.
Ketahuilah, sepanjang umurmu
adalah saat yang tepat untuk taat.
Suatu saat akan terbalik dan hanya kematian
yang boleh menghentikan kedengkian

1.In one sentence, explain yesterday:
+ a boring routine n lazy day...

2. What made u smile today?
+ makan karipap ikea...

3. What were u doing this morning at 9?
+ breafast...

4. What were u doing 15 minutes ago?
+ solat zohor + asar...

5. Something that happened to u in 1985?
+ malam kang tanya mama...

6. Last thing someone else said to you?
+ dyana..malam ni kul baper?...

7. What was ur answer?
+ kul 9.30 ar..down time kul 10 kan...

8. Worst thing currently on television:
+ ntah...

9. What was in e-mail today?
+ semuanya pasal NPCS..backup..new id..reboot server..ampeh!!!

10. How many different beverages have you drank today?
+ 2 jenis je...epal jus n coffee...

11. What is ur favorite part of the day?
+ P.U.L.A.N.G...

12. Your current To-do list?
+ cari keja lain... :)

13. Where is ur best friend right now?
+ ninie kat opis rasanya...

14. What color is ur toothbrush?
+ always pink :)...

15. What are u wearing right now?
+ baju kurung...brown scarf...

16. Any plans for Friday night?
+ keja malam tukar IP CRC...

17. Least favorite place to shop.
+ the curve...aiyo...

18. Things u bought today?
+ nasi lemak makcik goyang..hahahaha....

19. Last gift you received?
+ ada ke???...

20. Who gave you that?
+ lupa...

21. What made you sad today?
+ mcm2...

22. What makes you happy?
+ vvips....besfrens...kawan2 opis

23. Beautiful is:
+ when people admit it...not we say it...

The change does not take effect until you reboot the machine

With You lyrics

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]dah

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..


* feveret song kita org (Dy, Fza, Shad and Pali)...lagu tema menaiki GEN 2 black ke mana jua...dah jd lagu teman Cik Putih gak...

31 March

Tengah syok abiskan semua keja abah call g tau Chik Lah xcident on da way pulang umah dia dr umah Tok Mek...dia tak serius tp eisya tak sedar kan diri..koma...

1 April

Call mama...mama g tau eisya critical..doc cakap peluang 50-50...mama suh doa semoga eisya cepat sembuh...cal adik2 and update dia org..semua org sedih pasal eisya..sian eisya...

2 April

Lunch break call mama tanya psal eisya..mama suh call abah n better tanya abah sbb dia yg jaga eisya...

Masa tea break call abah...abah g tau doc ckp otak eisya dah mati..lebih tepat brain damage...doc bg option sama ada nak stopkan bantuan pernafasan or biarkan eisya camtu...abah ckp dia tak tau nak decide macam mana...

Around 6 pm mama call eisya dah arwah...masa tu saya tgh memanah...Memang nangis on da dot...mama ckp jgn sedih sangat..dah sampai masa Allah...Saya nak pulang tapi takde tiket...

semoga arwah nurelysa ditempatkan bersama orang2 beriman...amin....

01 - 03 April 2008

Fitness Program kat Melaka...

10.15 am - Gerak ke Melaka..pi amik Fiza dulu..

11.45 am - Stop kat R&R Nilai..sy nak pi toilet n stop mkn donat sbb kat dlm keta Pali tak ble mkn..ntah apa2 Pepali ni...

After Ajue sampai saing nga Ajue..takde sapa naik keta Ajue..semua nya nak naik keta Pali....